WAT a valetines day

t h i s i s t h e 1 8th t i m e. . .
it seems i used2 be alone nd feel its fine
until grow up nd more nd more couples around...
sometimes i feel lonely,ya i confess that....
nd i confess i eager for hugs.....
i can't get it why i didnt hv any but i still can tell a lot?
hope that im really good at that ( l o l )
m8be my prince's horse is gone?
or m8be my mr.right lost his way?
there are many golden words from friends i keep in mind
i noe the things wont be good in a forcing way
i noe i have to choose wat i love nd love it hard
ok~i will wait~but its weird!?
i just cant find...
really longing for a real one...
that i can treat him like an apple in my eye...
i noe im not so good
am i really bad?
should i really BE a GIRL?
i dunoe how to pretend.....
this is me
exactly

questions circle around me r all...
why? always ask that ?
oh do u thinner now
oh do u in love now
its so FUNNY that everyone always care about this
BUT--either or neither its not important!
yap i want2 change sth too
just cut those things up 4a moment
nd dunot s8 so many shits any more!
im fed up w/ such bs!
越夜越有一些想法
看著大家的相簿 回首過去
我想開一家餐廳 很棒的餐廳
然後，
邀請所有我認識的人 所有的
不然...
每次大家都說我沒空 明明自己不約我
邀請所有的人，大家一起餐敘
可以開啪，大家一起，一起很開心
世界那麼小，如此一來會很有趣^^
等我有能力
i will do it

oh my ...Jesus...
these days
i think i hear enough god damn it EXCITING bla bla bla
holy shit
i can't take it for such five times! nd in diffenet aspects!
i doubt that m8be i should find a dr...



a l o n e
but n o t l o n e s o m e

happy valentine's day
2all of those who put me on their mind
wish u&i have a sweet***

these days watched lots of movies
no matter in the theater or dvd in house
ya...inspire a lot nd...lots for thought...
the HOLIDAY is such a blockbuster
it worth seeing,totally recommended!

sorry for types so many bs in eg
as my friends i think u will understand that
everytime in my mad or in a thinking way
i always do this...
thx for understand~